Let's Jia You!

KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK!! For a moment, I felt so proud of myself (^_^) I'm so glad that I'm doing well at work. Hippie! Hippie! :D No matter what obstacles lie ahead, I shall overcome them ALL!

To love is painful

I'm visualising G-dragon singing 'Addiction by Code V' and getting himself drunk after getting rejected by a girl who actually loves someone else. Although he knows that the girl already had someone in her heart, he still doesn't give up. One day, he confessed to the girl but the girl just pushed him away. "You knew that, I know you knew that," the girl replied angrily, "all along, I only treated you as like my little brother, and there's only one person I love."

The guy who the girl loves doesn't actually know the girl likes him but he is certain that he has fallen for her. When G-dragon confessed to the girl, he happened to witness the whole thing. He approached G-dragon and punched him right in the face. When G-dragon was about to throw a punch back at him, the girl pushed G-dragon to the ground. "STOP IT!" the girl shouted.

"Why? Why? No matter how much I have done for you, you still love him right? Then, why do you still want to keep your feelings to yourself and not tell him straight?" G-dragon thought. From the girl's expression, he knew the answer. He understood that the girl has her reason for not telling the guy. While his heart still hurts, he stood up and ran away with tears rolling down his face.

P.S: By the way, the guy that the girl loves is visualised as Jang Geun Suk. As for the girl, she is visualised as an almost perfect, mature, beautiful and popular model cum actress (an italian who has an asian look and knows how to speak korean, japanese, mandarin and english). But there's one thing imperfect for her and this applies to Jang Geun Suk and G-dragon too. Her perfection comes from her imperfection which is something she has to endure to survive.

Confused! (@_@)

发生了什么事？Why I got so many comments for my last blog post?? Is this a virus? It don't usually happen. Good gracious.. 他们又是谁？Some comments don't even make any sense (-_-)"

Home sweet Home~
My heart tells me today that I should pay a visit to my blog :)

My first wish for Year 2010:
I wish that I can continue working in my current company even after my 2 years contract ends in June this year.

Though my colleagues tell me that it will be alright, I still worry. My mind blanked out during my appraisal today and my superior sounded as if I'm going to be in trouble. 2010 is gonna be a wonderful year and I really do not want to spend the later half of it jobless. I cannot imagine myself in that bad situation. I hope for a miracle.

I will try to think positively:
"STILL got 5 more months to go before my judgement day"

Speechless

Someone's getting married. But I don't know whether I should be surprised or take it as expected. In fact, I don't want to think too much about it.

And guess what.. tomorrow is Valentine's Day and yup...

I'm still single.

1 year has passed...

It has been 1 year since I last read and updated my blog. So what have I been doing lately? Actually, nothing much really. Currently, I am working as administrative staff in an insurance company. Life has been quite fast-paced ever since I stepped into the working industry. Almost everyday, time is just like water, slipping fast. And it always seem that there isn't enough time. But strangely, when I want the time to pass fast, it just won't.

Last month and this month is the peak season. My tray remains loaded with piles of papers. I know work can never be finished but somehow, I feel that some people around me are a little depressed or a little stressed up. I hope I can tell these people not to worry cause the worst is going to over soon.. I can feel it. As long I think it that way, things will get better. So, don't worry guys..

And by the way, I am reminded of the piggy bank I have bought recently at Daiso. I know this has nothing to do with what I mentioned earlier on but the piggy bank is just too cute.

I'm also reminded of the clover-like weed that grows in one of my mum's cactus pots. It's surprising to see that it actually has flowers. See those yellow ones in the picture below? 

*Sniff Sniff* Unfortunately, I can't forget that I'm sick today. I'm suppose to be in bed right now but I'm not. Those tiny circular objects shown below are in fact my pills. The pills I got in the past were often dull in colour but this time, they are rather colourful.

 

Nevertheless, time will just have to pass, the sun will just have to rise and set everyday and life will just have to go on. I once heard this phrase in a song.. we are born to live. It's not just about the fact that we are to born to live, it's about how we want to live. I hope that I won't regret about my decision or my plan in this life. 

Next stop: Going overseas..

I feel so sad...

I feel so sad cos there's still a long way to go before I pay off my tuition fee loan.

I feel so sad cos it seems I'm the only one among my colleagues who haven't travelled abroad.

I feel so sad cos my birthday might be forgotten.

I feel so sad cos I wonder why it's always me who sacrificed in the first place but end up getting the wrong things. 

I feel so sad cos I'm always that quiet and speechless.

I feel so sad cos I look like a kid.

I feel so sad cos I got lost sometimes.

I feel so sad cos people took me for granted.

I feel so sad cos I'm always treated like a kid.

I feel so sad cos I got a feeling that I may end up running onto the streets with a knife.

I feel so sad cos I can't cry in front of people.

I feel so sad cos I got this hatred and biasness in me.

I feel so sad cos no one seems to understand me.

I feel so sad cos I'm not sure if I'm wearing a mask.

I feel so sad cos I feel somehow lonely but prefer to be alone sometimes.

I feel so sad cos I can't seem to remember the happy moments.

Sometimes, I really wish there's someone who understands me, who is willing to listen to my thoughts, and who looks at my inner appearance. For some reasons, I begin to dislike harsh jokes. So, don't provoke me.

A Day Off

Announcement! I took a day off today! And I finally get to sleep until 12 noon. Yeah~ 4 more hours of slumber... good enough. 

I also get to go to Clarke Quay in the late afternoon with my mum who was somehow bored with the housework. Well, I named this trip the best moment in my life cos it's my payday just 2 days ago ^_^ Without having to worry too much on the $$ problem, I shopped with ease and I'm glad. After feasting on a bowl of fishball soup and a pathetic bowl of minced meat mushroom noodles at 'the Central', we proceeded to Liang Court where a number of new shops have just opened after weeks of expansion. In order to catch a glimpse of the 'new' place, I was selfish enough to drag my mum all the way there... the distance that seemed long to her. It's not as if I will care :X 

The new shops that caught my attention are a Vietnamese cafe, a Hello Kitty merchandise shop and a Gothic Lolita retail shop which I don't dare to go in -_-"  Not many. Rather disappointed though. However, I still managed to buy an item - a chinese book from Kinokuniya. As for my mum, she ended up buying a red Hello Kitty cashbox for my birthday at the Hello Kitty merchandise shop after her failed attempt in finding a book she wanted at Kino. Ahh... so paiseh and a little bit guilty cos the cashbox really costs a lot. But I liked it given its double security. This time, I'm 100% certained no one's gonna get his hands on my saving ($_$)

(I will wish for an Elite Banana Banao stuff toy next time since it's what I want in the first place.)

Time really passed fast. After snacking in Liang Court's Mac, it's already 10.30p.m... had to rush to the MRT station to catch the train home. On the way, I was rather surprised to see many ang mohs hanging out at the clubbing area. Probably I have never experienced such a night life before... and I never will. I would rather drink coffee or tea at Starbucks and go home to sleep. What's more...

'R & R' is part of my life.

Eventually, we reached home safely. And my conclusion for today's day off? Not bad though.

How I celebrate my Halloween...

This is how I celebrate my Halloween yesterday after work. With a glass of 'Rose Juliet' and a slice of 'Royal Pumpkin Cheesecake' from TCC, the evening just slips away.

At about 10 plus when almost all shops had closed, we finally decided to leave TCC and headed for the 'durian head'. There, we came upon an art displaying a bunch of hulahoops entangled with one another.

Yup, I totally agree with the person who sent a picture of the same art display to 'My Paper' and commented that he don't understand what's the artist is trying to convey.

As we took a walk in the Esplanade, we were attracted to a shop called 'The Cookie Museum'. This shop really surprised me with its wide variety of cookies, ranging from fruity cookies, nutty cookies, floral-flavoured cookies to asian-flavoured cookies such as Tom Yam, Nasi Lemak, Ikan Bilis and even Frog! -> what flavour is that? It is also a tea cafe with a Victorian atmosphere. But although it allows dine-in, there is still a limited number of seats available. So when you happen to pass by the place during your weekday off, you might like to go in and just grab an empty seat. Feel the atmosphere and make it your day by reading your favourite book while tasting the cookies with tea. It would be better if the place is bigger.

At about 11 plus, we decided to go home and planned to take a bus instead of the mrt. Unfortunately, we missed the last bus. But we still managed to board a night rider. As the night rider passed by the night-cat paradise (clarke quay), we saw a number of clubbers in fanciful costumes. Well, that sort of livened up our Halloween mood. However, we were already exhausted from our day at work. Even if we had to drag our feet, the night is late (to us) and it's better to head home fast. Hence, there goes my Halloween, my pumpkin, my skull head and my trick-or-treats.

Elite Banana Banao

Kawaii..Kawaii..KAWAII!! (>_<) Elite Banana Banao is soooo CUTE! These are the Elite Banana Banao merchandises which I own at the moment. 

Have no idea who is Elite Banana Banao? No problem. I shall briefly introduce him to you. As what I know, Elite Banana Banao is a 30-year-old gentleman who is born on 7th August. He works as a businessman and therefore, you often see him either in a formal attire, tuxedo, a pair of spectacle or carrying a briefcase with him. With him are his friends, 8 of them in total. Frankly, I can't really read Japanese. Hence, it would be appreciated if there is someone who can help me translate the hiraganas on the webpage and share with me what are his friends' names. 

Ok..That's all I know for now with my limit on Japanese language. How I wish I can tell you more. But first, I'm gonna get an Elite Banana Banao soft toy.