WHO CARES??

Let's Jia You!

2010-08-04T22:55:00.003+08:00

KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK!! For a moment, I felt so proud of myself (^_^) I'm so glad that I'm doing well at work. Hippie! Hippie! :D No matter what obstacles lie ahead, I shall overcome them ALL!

To love is painful

2010-08-01T23:00:00.005+08:00

I'm visualising G-dragon singing 'Addiction by Code V' and getting himself drunk after getting rejected by a girl who actually loves someone else. Although he knows that the girl already had someone in her heart, he still doesn't give up. One day, he confessed to the girl but the girl just pushed him away. "You knew that, I know you knew that," the girl replied angrily, "all along, I only treated you as like my little brother, and there's only one person I love."

The guy who the girl loves doesn't actually know the girl likes him but he is certain that he has fallen for her. When G-dragon confessed to the girl, he happened to witness the whole thing. He approached G-dragon and punched him right in the face. When G-dragon was about to throw a punch back at him, the girl pushed G-dragon to the ground. "STOP IT!" the girl shouted.

"Why? Why? No matter how much I have done for you, you still love him right? Then, why do you still want to keep your feelings to yourself and not tell him straight?" G-dragon thought. From the girl's expression, he knew the answer. He understood that the girl has her reason for not telling the guy. While his heart still hurts, he stood up and ran away with tears rolling down his face.

P.S: By the way, the guy that the girl loves is visualised as Jang Geun Suk. As for the girl, she is visualised as an almost perfect, mature, beautiful and popular model cum actress (an italian who has an asian look and knows how to speak korean, japanese, mandarin and english). But there's one thing imperfect for her and this applies to Jang Geun Suk and G-dragon too. Her perfection comes from her imperfection which is something she has to endure to survive.

Confused! (@_@)

2010-07-31T23:33:00.003+08:00

发生了什么事？Why I got so many comments for my last blog post?? Is this a virus? It don't usually happen. Good gracious.. 他们又是谁？Some comments don't even make any sense (-_-)"

2010-01-13T23:24:00.003+08:00

Home sweet Home~
My heart tells me today that I should pay a visit to my blog :)

My first wish for Year 2010:
I wish that I can continue working in my current company even after my 2 years contract ends in June this year.

Though my colleagues tell me that it will be alright, I still worry. My mind blanked out during my appraisal today and my superior sounded as if I'm going to be in trouble. 2010 is gonna be a wonderful year and I really do not want to spend the later half of it jobless. I cannot imagine myself in that bad situation. I hope for a miracle.

I will try to think positively:
"STILL got 5 more months to go before my judgement day"

Speechless

2009-02-14T00:30:00.003+08:00

Someone's getting married. But I don't know whether I should be surprised or take it as expected. In fact, I don't want to think too much about it.

And guess what.. tomorrow is Valentine's Day and yup...

I'm still single.

1 year has passed...

2009-01-30T21:52:00.007+08:00

It has been 1 year since I last read and updated my blog. So what have I been doing lately? Actually, nothing much really. Currently, I am working as administrative staff in an insurance company. Life has been quite fast-paced ever since I stepped into the working industry. Almost everyday, time is just like water, slipping fast. And it always seem that there isn't enough time. But strangely, when I want the time to pass fast, it just won't.

Last month and this month is the peak season. My tray remains loaded with piles of papers. I know work can never be finished but somehow, I feel that some people around me are a little depressed or a little stressed up. I hope I can tell these people not to worry cause the worst is going to over soon.. I can feel it. As long I think it that way, things will get better. So, don't worry guys..

And by the way, I am reminded of the piggy bank I have bought recently at Daiso. I know this has nothing to do with what I mentioned earlier on but the piggy bank is just too cute.

I'm also reminded of the clover-like weed that grows in one of my mum's cactus pots. It's surprising to see that it actually has flowers. See those yellow ones in the picture below?

*Sniff Sniff* Unfortunately, I can't forget that I'm sick today. I'm suppose to be in bed right now but I'm not. Those tiny circular objects shown below are in fact my pills. The pills I got in the past were often dull in colour but this time, they are rather colourful.

Nevertheless, time will just have to pass, the sun will just have to rise and set everyday and life will just have to go on. I once heard this phrase in a song.. we are born to live. It's not just about the fact that we are to born to live, it's about how we want to live. I hope that I won't regret about my decision or my plan in this life.

Next stop: Going overseas..

I feel so sad...

2008-11-27T01:33:00.010+08:00

I feel so sad cos there's still a long way to go before I pay off my tuition fee loan.

I feel so sad cos it seems I'm the only one among my colleagues who haven't travelled abroad.

I feel so sad cos my birthday might be forgotten.

I feel so sad cos I wonder why it's always me who sacrificed in the first place but end up getting the wrong things.

I feel so sad cos I'm always that quiet and speechless.

I feel so sad cos I look like a kid.

I feel so sad cos I got lost sometimes.

I feel so sad cos people took me for granted.

I feel so sad cos I'm always treated like a kid.

I feel so sad cos I got a feeling that I may end up running onto the streets with a knife.

I feel so sad cos I can't cry in front of people.

I feel so sad cos I got this hatred and biasness in me.

I feel so sad cos no one seems to understand me.

I feel so sad cos I'm not sure if I'm wearing a mask.

I feel so sad cos I feel somehow lonely but prefer to be alone sometimes.

I feel so sad cos I can't seem to remember the happy moments.

Sometimes, I really wish there's someone who understands me, who is willing to listen to my thoughts, and who looks at my inner appearance. For some reasons, I begin to dislike harsh jokes. So, don't provoke me.

A Day Off

2008-11-22T02:32:00.008+08:00

Announcement! I took a day off today! And I finally get to sleep until 12 noon. Yeah~ 4 more hours of slumber... good enough.

I also get to go to Clarke Quay in the late afternoon with my mum who was somehow bored with the housework. Well, I named this trip the best moment in my life cos it's my payday just 2 days ago ^_^ Without having to worry too much on the $$ problem, I shopped with ease and I'm glad. After feasting on a bowl of fishball soup and a pathetic bowl of minced meat mushroom noodles at 'the Central', we proceeded to Liang Court where a number of new shops have just opened after weeks of expansion. In order to catch a glimpse of the 'new' place, I was selfish enough to drag my mum all the way there... the distance that seemed long to her. It's not as if I will care :X

The new shops that caught my attention are a Vietnamese cafe, a Hello Kitty merchandise shop and a Gothic Lolita retail shop which I don't dare to go in -_-" Not many. Rather disappointed though. However, I still managed to buy an item - a chinese book from Kinokuniya. As for my mum, she ended up buying a red Hello Kitty cashbox for my birthday at the Hello Kitty merchandise shop after her failed attempt in finding a book she wanted at Kino. Ahh... so paiseh and a little bit guilty cos the cashbox really costs a lot. But I liked it given its double security. This time, I'm 100% certained no one's gonna get his hands on my saving ($_$)

(I will wish for an Elite Banana Banao stuff toy next time since it's what I want in the first place.)

Time really passed fast. After snacking in Liang Court's Mac, it's already 10.30p.m... had to rush to the MRT station to catch the train home. On the way, I was rather surprised to see many ang mohs hanging out at the clubbing area. Probably I have never experienced such a night life before... and I never will. I would rather drink coffee or tea at Starbucks and go home to sleep. What's more...

'R & R' is part of my life.

Eventually, we reached home safely. And my conclusion for today's day off? Not bad though.

How I celebrate my Halloween...

2008-11-01T12:36:00.012+08:00

This is how I celebrate my Halloween yesterday after work. With a glass of 'Rose Juliet' and a slice of 'Royal Pumpkin Cheesecake' from TCC, the evening just slips away.

At about 10 plus when almost all shops had closed, we finally decided to leave TCC and headed for the 'durian head'. There, we came upon an art displaying a bunch of hulahoops entangled with one another.

Yup, I totally agree with the person who sent a picture of the same art display to 'My Paper' and commented that he don't understand what's the artist is trying to convey.

As we took a walk in the Esplanade, we were attracted to a shop called 'The Cookie Museum'. This shop really surprised me with its wide variety of cookies, ranging from fruity cookies, nutty cookies, floral-flavoured cookies to asian-flavoured cookies such as Tom Yam, Nasi Lemak, Ikan Bilis and even Frog! -> what flavour is that? It is also a tea cafe with a Victorian atmosphere. But although it allows dine-in, there is still a limited number of seats available. So when you happen to pass by the place during your weekday off, you might like to go in and just grab an empty seat. Feel the atmosphere and make it your day by reading your favourite book while tasting the cookies with tea. It would be better if the place is bigger.

At about 11 plus, we decided to go home and planned to take a bus instead of the mrt. Unfortunately, we missed the last bus. But we still managed to board a night rider. As the night rider passed by the night-cat paradise (clarke quay), we saw a number of clubbers in fanciful costumes. Well, that sort of livened up our Halloween mood. However, we were already exhausted from our day at work. Even if we had to drag our feet, the night is late (to us) and it's better to head home fast. Hence, there goes my Halloween, my pumpkin, my skull head and my trick-or-treats.

Elite Banana Banao

2008-10-19T21:08:00.005+08:00

Kawaii..Kawaii..KAWAII!! (>_<) Elite Banana Banao is soooo CUTE! These are the Elite Banana Banao merchandises which I own at the moment.

Have no idea who is Elite Banana Banao? No problem. I shall briefly introduce him to you. As what I know, Elite Banana Banao is a 30-year-old gentleman who is born on 7th August. He works as a businessman and therefore, you often see him either in a formal attire, tuxedo, a pair of spectacle or carrying a briefcase with him. With him are his friends, 8 of them in total. Frankly, I can't really read Japanese. Hence, it would be appreciated if there is someone who can help me translate the hiraganas on the webpage and share with me what are his friends' names.

Ok..That's all I know for now with my limit on Japanese language. How I wish I can tell you more. But first, I'm gonna get an Elite Banana Banao soft toy.

Posh Retreat?

2008-10-09T11:28:00.008+08:00

"They should have minimized their expense for the 'conference' after their bailout." - This would be my response to the Straits Time article, 'Posh Retreat after Bailout'. "This is just a conference" is what AIG explained to the media after the news of them spending US$440,000 at St Regis Resort broke out, but don't they have brain? I mean they should have thought that since they are heavily in debt now, a budget conference would be much more appropriate. To spend US$440,000 on a gathering with just 10 AIG employees attending is way too much. They might as well just hold the conference in their company's meeting room (note: only 10 employees + a giant insurance company = a meeting room just nice to fit).

A conference for a strategy? I can understand. US$440,000? I can't. 10 executives? Who cares. They are still humans. Just because one is an executive, that doesn't mean he/she deserves to make the company forks out large amount of money so as to make him/her feels comfortable during the conference. All this is just a pile of s**t. And don't forget, those are the tax payers' blood and sweat.

News article reference online: Posh Retreat after Bailout

The above content is just the blogger's own view about the article. Any offence made is incidental.

She...

2008-09-21T18:40:00.006+08:00

I like that gal on Cleo's October cover. Who's that? Amanda Seyfried? Mean Girls? Oh..wth.

A fews days ago, I was watching channel 5 when I came upon a thriller of 'Mamma Mia!', a romance cum musical movie. As I watched on, a blonde gal with greyish-blue eyes came onto the screen and she was singing 'Gimme, Gimme, Gimme' by ABBA. I was like "Wow..cute gal". Well, maybe to some people, she is not exactly that cute. But I somehow got this first impression of her.

Earlier on today, I happened to stop and look at the magazine display of a newspaper booth when the Cleo's October cover caught my eyes. It's the cute chic again but this time, she's on the magazine cover. A-MAN-DA SEY-FRIED, that's what she's called. I went on to own the magazine and after I read the context about her, I found out that she once starred in the movie, 'Mean Girls'. Surprised, I didn't expect she is one of the mean girls in the movie. But anyway, who would take this to heart when this is just an acting role.

Still not yet a fan of her, I won't be chasing her around on the internet, digging out everything about her. But I would definitely go watch that movie and I think my mum would be quite interested. If not, who cares to accompany me? I would be glad as long as I don't have to watch alone.

Arghh~ bad weather

2008-08-23T16:44:00.003+08:00

T_T My head really hurts. It has been raining all afternoon today. While I am sitting in front of my computer and listening to Korn's Evolution through the earphone, I thought I'm going to have a flu. My head seems to be scorching hot. Ahh~ I feel sick. My whole body is aching too. I wish I can do more things.

我活得很好

2008-08-17T13:01:00.010+08:00

做工万岁，

省钱万岁，

做白日梦万岁，

发花痴万岁！

现在是缩紧腰带的时候。两天，忍多两天吧。两天过后，我就有钱拿了。到时，一切就从头开始。计划，提钱，然后咬紧牙根，尽量不花太多的钱。接着就从拜一到拜五，每天从9点早上做工至到下午6点。回到家就坐在沙发上发白日梦，自以为是个有超能力的小女孩（多么希望我是……)。或者一边听音乐，一边唱歌（通常是对嘴的……），像个花痴一样。

这种生活听起来没有什么特别。但，对我而言已经很不错了。至少我不用再过逾依赖别人。这一点对现在的我很重要。不，应该是必须。由于讨厌 ‘你没有用’ 这句话，我开始学着独立。现在还是在学习。

Sometimes, I get this feeling. Why?

2008-07-10T23:31:00.004+08:00

I tried, I followed, but was always left alone. I listened, I believed, but it always goes wrong. For once, I thought it wouldn't be that bad to be alone after all. However, it's no longer as easy as before. I start to feel lonely.

Lollipops EVERWHERE!

2008-07-10T23:08:00.003+08:00

Wherever I go, I saw lollipops..and more lollipops. I wonder where the hell they come from. When I look at one of the lollipops' packaging, I found a phrase which reads.. 'Made in Taiwan'. That should answer my question.

Happy Birthday, Shou!

2008-07-05T17:00:00.004+08:00

Finally..It's 5 July, the day when Shou of Alice Nine and many other celebrate their birthday. Happy Birthday Everyone! And stay cool and beautiful, Shou!

Online Videos by Veoh.com

What a Kid I am

2008-07-01T23:48:00.002+08:00

I wonder why I am doing things that fit my kiddish image. I wonder why I have to try so hard to become someone more mature. I wonder why I become a kid instantly in front of the others.

Actually, I don't want people to start calling me little girl or saying that such thing fits me cos it's cute. It's somehow tiring. I want people to speak to me like I'm an adult or speak to me in a way that I feel that he or she treats me as an adult. And not just a kid who has childish thoughts. It's ok for an adult to think like a child sometimes. But it isn't ok if someone thinks that a person who looks kiddish should think like a child too. I hate my height, my look, honestly. 'I want to change but it seems so hard', I remember saying this before. Once more, I'm saying it again.

A Touching Story

2008-06-21T16:03:00.016+08:00

I wasn't blogging the past few weeks, haven't I? Currently, I'm listening to DBSK's 'Lovin You' and it somehow never fails to make me want to cry and start daydreaming about a sad scene. And probably a touching one... the love between two brothers who were separated from each other since young (no need to worry.. nothing gay here).
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The story starts from 15 years ago in Korea...

There were two close brothers, one at an age of 7-year-old while the other at the age of 10-year-old (which is 3 years older). Both have characteristically dark blue eyes even though they are native borne koreans.. and also a common dream, which is to become a multi-talented singer. Since 3-year-old, the elder brother had been learning piano and only realized his dream to become a star after he was inspired by the popular singers frequently shown on the television that time. His younger brother, who just admires his brother (for no special reason), also aims to become a well-known singer one day. And that's how both of them started 'practicing singing' during their free time, singing along to audio tapes and singing performances shown on the television. It was something that they enjoyed everyday, spending their times together. However, one day, a tragedy abrupt.

Being a student who was quite good-looking and also diligent in his studies, the younger brother often got praised by the girls in his school. Unfortunately, he sparked off jealousy in some of the rowdy boys in his neighbouring class. One day, as he was walking home from school, he was surrounded by a group of boys waiting to beat him up. But before that happened, his elder brother who knew about their plan from his guy friend (a senpai in his younger brother's school), managed to rush to the scene and attempted to stop them.

Dialogue:

Elder Brother: What the hell you think you doing! Fancy you to bully a little boy like him in broad daylight.

Leader of the gang: Then who do you think you are to stop us!

One of the members of the gang whispered into the leader's ear.

Leader of the gang: Oh~ so you are his elder brother. Brothers huh..

Leader of the gang looked around, making sure that the elder brother did not bring other people along.

Leader of the gang: Since you have come, we might as well beat you up, am I right guys?

Other members of the gang: Yeah!

The elder brother remained standing in front of his younger brother while the gang approached them. In the next minute, the gang members were beating up both of them while the elder brother tried to protect his younger brother by covering him.

Leader of the gang: What a waste of my time!

The leader was annoyed and started picking up a rock from the side of the pathway.

Pa! After the leader hit on the back of the elder brother's head quite heavily with the rock, the gang ran off as fast as they could, leaving behind the elder brother lying on the ground with the back of his head bleeding.

The elder brother opened up his eyes but could hardly see anything. He could only hear his younger brother shouting..

Younger brother: Brother! BROTHER! Somebody help please! Help! HELP! (His younger brother's shout for help slowly becomes the sound of him weeping)

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To be continued...

BIG Banana (Uncensored)

2008-05-24T15:08:00.004+08:00

WAHAHAHA~ Look at this HUGE banana *_* Look at the size of my hand and compare.

It seems hard but I will go on...

2008-05-24T12:56:00.006+08:00

Graduation Day is coming soon. From what I have heard recently, it seems that most of the people in my class have already found a job related to their study. As someone like me who choose stay in a job of a different field, the news is rather demoralising. Sometimes, I really wonder if my decision is wrong.

Yesterday in the afternoon, in midst of my work, I chat with one of my poly classmates on the phone and that's when I heard all those. Demoralising at first but when I heard my colleague's voice or maybe a laugh, it woke me up and made me realise that I'm not in a bad situation. Although I may not be in a job of my field, but I still feel quite fortunate. Maybe it's because of not being mistreated in my company and also getting along with my colleagues well. It's a blessing..at least to me. After I met up with my sis at the end of the day, I was planning to talk to my sis about this..wanting to ask her if my decision is wrong or is there any turning back. But eventually, I forgo the idea. Even though I didn't ask her the question, she did mention something sort of inspiring. She said, "Even someone who only have an 'O' level cert can earn up to $3000. You can too. Don't just stay as what you are now. Aim higher." Just by these words, I will go on..fighting all obstacles, even the devil in my heart.

By the way...

2008-05-18T12:33:00.023+08:00

On 9 May 2008 when I finally received my pay for April, I went to a Korean restaurant at Amara Hotel with one of my friends. Thought that was the restaurant my sis was talking about before, but to my dismay, it was all a misunderstanding. The Korean restaurant my sis had actually gone to is called SeoulKool situated at Icon Village. However, we had booked a table from another Korean restaurant called Hyang-to-gol located at Level 2 inside Amara Hotel (@ Tanjong Pagar).

Hyang-to-gol Korean Restaurant

After clarifying with my sis and knowing we went to the wrong place, I was disappointed initially, but was later convinced by my friend to try out the food in the Korean restaurant given that there are quite a lot of positive reviews regarding it. My friend, who had done an analysis on the restaurant's food reviews the day before, recommended the restaurant's Beef Hotpot (forgotten the actual name -_-").

Filled with cow intestines (牛内脏), beef, mushrooms, beancurd, cabbage, ramen and Korean specialty rice cake, the hotpot is truly a yummy delicacy. For those who afraid of spicyness, no worry as the hotpot may appear spicy but actually, it's not. Probably it's because of the saltiness of the soup that has sort of covered up the spicyness (it is also not THAT salty). And did I mention the 8 side-dishes that are on free flow and the dessert served at the end?

These are all FOC and it's not surprising as I believe that most Korean restaurants also do that (SeoulKool as well). For 2 persons serving, the small hotpot is definitely enough cos it made us real full that day. Together with 2 bowls of rice, the so-called 'hotpot set' (rice has to be ordered separately) costs S$50+, including 10% service charge and 7% GST. There is also a bigger hotpot for > 2 persons serving and it costs between S$60 - $80.

Personally, I think it's quite worth while given the good service attitude from the waitresses dressed in Korean traditional costumes and the delicious hotpot *_* Strangely, I like the rice. Whereas, my friend goes for the rice cake in the hotpot. And one more thing. If you want to try the seafood-based dishes at the restaurant, you are warned cos the seafood are so fresh that they have quite a heavy shell taste. So, for those who don't often eat seafood, it's best to try out other dishes instead.

Although we went to the wrong Korean restaurant, I don't regret it cos I get to try something new and most importantly, it's something that would make me go back to the restaurant for the 2nd time..

but not so soon..hehe.

2008-05-16T02:11:00.003+08:00

By the way, I haven't tried Spinelli coffee. But I had given Pacific Company coffee a go last week. I like the biscuit..haha :D I wonder if that is called biscuit.

It's already May. Things changed.

2008-05-16T01:21:00.003+08:00

It has been a long time since I last blogged isn't it. Before this, I read up alice nine members' blog posts and was greatly inspired. So, even though it's already midnight..even though I'm exhausted after a day of hard work, I will still try to keep myself awake.

Let me see..hmm..yah...

I have to say time really flies..at a speed of 3 time 10 to the power of 8 metre per second. In a blink of an eye, almost 3 months have passed since I graduated (sort of) from poly. Currently, I'm working as a temp admin at an insurance company..and probably converting to a contract (partially to get away from the agency). So what's my dream? Months ago, I was thinking of taking on a job related to what I have studied (just pure thought). But now, I sort of change my mind. What is this called? Indecisive? Or just not missing the opportunity that comes by. This morning (by right should be yesterday's morning), my mum told me off by telling me to go find a better job related to chemical, and she recommended fragrance industry. I was pissed off cos it kinda demoralised me. It makes me worry again. Such things always make me worry for nothing. As someone who follows her heart more than her mind, I prefer a job that is less stressful..at least to me. A job that is related to my study gives me an impression that it is stressful..probably becos I have enough stress during my poly life. Reports, quizzes, presentation, lectures, tutorials...it's enough. Most of those around me aims to enter uni and well, they got it (am I implying they are cleverer?) But for me, all I want is to get a stable job with a satisfactory salary and pay off all my debts..once and for all. At the same time, take up a music course (not basic music theory..I sxxks in those) on drum. At least it doesn't sound too chim to me. Mentioning about drum, that reminds me that I got addicted to a Taiko game on nintendo nds recently. However, I still perform fairly in the game. *Sigh*

Since the time is already late, especially for someone like me who is expected to wake up at 7am the next day, I think I have blogged enough for today. And hopefully, I will blog again soon. Good night!

LOOK Spring Edition

2008-04-20T19:15:00.003+08:00

O_O Is this the latest edition?? LOOK Happy Spring A La Mode..I found it at the nearest convenience store.

What's more, it has Sakura flavour ^_^ ...my favourite.

Coffee Club..not bad

2008-03-30T22:16:00.011+08:00

Last week on Good Friday, I was somewhat invited to join my sis and her bf on their trip to Changi Airport Terminal 3. Rather than saying I was the bulb, I think it should be ok since it's my sis who asked me out -_-"

Anyway, after touring around Terminal 3, my sis recommended to have a rest at Coffee Club and that's when I stepped into Coffee Club for the first time. We ordered Muddy Mud Pie (my review: extremely chocolatey..) and I had a go for Passion Fruit Mojito (my review: taste real good..not so gasy..not too sweet) It was a refreshing experience.

Muddy Mud Pie

Passion Fruit Mojito

However, I would recommend Green Apple and Mint Soda Mojito instead just for the sake of the mint leaves added into the drink. Having a nice appearance and a great taste (I suppose so since I have tasted the passion fruit one), it makes a really good drink to have. So, have a go for it when you step into a Coffee Club cafe one day. As for the coffee..*shake head*. My sis's bf ordered this mocha coffee and commented that it was NO good, probably not good enough. So, regarding that, I think I just stick to my starbucks coffee.

P.S: By the way, I'm waiting to try Spinelli coffee. Heard that it tastes quite good and I hope it's true.

working still in progress - 180308

2008-03-19T00:09:00.004+08:00

For the past few days, I am unable to update my 'ohayosingapore' blog as well as cf's anime blog. I was so exhausted to the extent that once I returned home, I would just sit there on the sofa, being too lazy to go wash up or even switch on the computer. Having to face the computer screen the entire day and try remembering all the new things make me feels so lethargic *yawnz* I really feel so guilty for not updating regularly T_T So, hereby, I promise to update as much as I can during the weekends. I will try my very best ^_^ Gambate to meee~!

IDEA!

2008-03-16T01:21:00.004+08:00

Cool invention. Extendable plastic atraw which comes along with a packet of plum wine from Japan. I wonder when I have come across this before..hmmm..

2008-03-13T22:28:00.018+08:00

Alice Nine - イレイザー -Memoire d'une fleur- PV

>_< hao shuai..hao shuai..hao shuai >_<

Shou soooo adorable!
Tora soooo cool!
Nao soooo funny o_O!?
Hiroto soooo little O_o!? huh? jk
Saga soooo beau-ti-ful!

On 26 Mar 2008, Alice Nine will be releasing their 12th single named 'Mirror Ball', which basically contains 3 songs namely:

1. Mirror Ball
2. 奇跡
3. イレイザー -Memoire d'une fleur-

'Mirror Ball', the main song in this single, is in fact used as the theme song for a new Japanese movie called 'Aquarian Age' (アクエリアンエイジ) that is based on a Japanese trading card game (TCG) as well as the anime of the same name.

Source of picture: http://www.aquarian-movie.com/about.html

Alice Nine and those young male actors sitting in front of them...hmmm..they don't seem to fit. Alice Nine members are much better looking..don't you think so?

Source of picture: http://www.aquarian-movie.com/news.html

N.G.M. (New Generation Music)

2008-02-24T18:20:00.010+08:00

'Electric Surfin Go Go' by Polysics

'I My Me Mine' by Polysics

The N.G.M. of the Year...awarded to 'Electric Surfin Go Go'!

Rhythmic..robotic..ROCK! These 3 Rs have finally placed the song under 'Soundraves' section in Lime's latest issue. Composed by 'Polysics', a Japanese Techno Rock band, this song will definitely drive you dancing down the street. If you can do the ROBOT dance, two thumb-ups for you. Might as well do it the limbo way..just like the 12-year-old girl casted in the PV.

What about the rest of their songs? If you not the Techno type, I would recommend you just listen to the songs. I tried watching the PVs and my mind almost exploded.

Me triumph over 'Prudential' Man

2008-02-22T13:05:00.008+08:00

Arghhh~ The 'Prudential' man from yesterday called. Should have ran away from him..but..but..I still need to look at some things T_T Damn it. Worst still, I gave my handphone number to him. No choice..he dialed the number on the spot..that's cunning. Given my weird actions and crazy replies, I thought I have scared him out of his wits. I'm not a normal girl afterall. Unexpectedly, he is stubborn and still contact me. Haizz~ For now, I just have to see what's he up to. He said he spoke to me in the position of a friend..fishy. Hopefully, nothing bad happens. At worst, I will change my handphone number. But I think I won't have to resort to that. Not necessary for a guy like him. An alternative is to say I have a boyfriend? Hmmm..it shouldn't post a threat..nothing to worry about (trying hard to console myself T_T)

Clueless

2008-02-17T00:32:00.003+08:00

When everyone is registering for uni, looking forward to studying again, I'm sitting here..clueless. Honestly, I really really want to find a stable job soon..but getting worried makes me worries more. There are so many things I want to accomplish and it seems that they are getting further away from me everytime I think about them. This never fails to make me depressed.

Now, I just want to think about finding job as soon as possible. Want to get into uni but thinking about it, I will only waste my money. I'm not the hardworking sort..I'm lazy..nothing about a lazy worm. It's great to have people approaching you for a job instead of finding job yourself right? But I know there's no such thing as jobs falling from the sky.

I urgently need someone to push me forward...
I desperately need to overcome my fear...

...of loneliness.

Aya Hirano (Seiyu/Singer)

2008-02-13T19:17:00.003+08:00

Love*Gun by Aya Hirano

I'm neither an otaku nor someone who goes for seiyus (= people who are responsible for the voices of anime characters). It's just that I came upon this vid when I'm searching for a pic for CF's icon. If I'm not wrong, Aya Hirano is one of his favourite seiyus.

My comment for Aya Hirano:

Sings well but I think her voice is still more suited for 'seiyu-ing'. But I have to admit she's really beautiful and adorable ^_^ Guess what..she looks sexy in some ways..hehe.

Hard to get away from Facebook? Addicted or what?

2008-02-13T15:36:00.002+08:00

Extracted from 'my paper' dated Wednesday February 13 2008

Consider carefully before you post any private photo or information in your Facebook account.

Hana!

2008-02-11T13:32:00.000+08:00

One hana, two hana, billions of hana! ^_^ There're so many flowers at Sentosa's Spring Exhibition. I saw marigolds, crysanthemums, sunflowers, roses..and even DAIKON!! @_@ Tomatoes as well.

Yesterday, my parents and I went to Sentosa in the afternoon to check out the Spring Exhibition. Although there are not much variety of flowers, it's my first time seeing so many of them..especially the small field of roses..which I'm quite curious about why it was situated in a quite inaccessible area. After we had walked through the exhibition, we were quite lost as to where we should go to have our lunch. No foodcourt..nowhere else we could go without paying. What's more, the place was rather crowded and there was a long queue of people taking the Sentosa bus to the beach. Eventually, we decided to take the Sentosa express train back to Harbourfront.

When we arrived at Vivo City, we had our lunch..or should I say dinner..at Food Republic. I happened to pass by the Yong Tau Fu stall, which reminded me of the news recently written in The Newspaper..I wonder if anyone remembers it. Anyway, for my lunch cum dinner, I ate Thunder Tea Rice, while my parents had spicy sauce noodles.

After we had finished our food, we went window shopping in Vivo City. Nothing much interest me and since we were already exhausted from the walk at the Spring Exhibition, we went home at around 8pm.

So...where are my cherryblossoms?? -_-"

摇滚Concerts

2008-02-09T22:45:00.000+08:00

26 April 2008

May Day's Concert in Singapore..

L'arc en Ciel's Concert in Taiwan..

-___________________________- when can I attend a rock concert?

Graduation (or Gradation?)

2008-02-09T15:02:00.000+08:00

No more quizzes, no more formal reports, no more data sheets, no more icas, no more lectures, no more tutorials, no more presentations..and no more exams -_-" Finally, it's time for me to graduate from poly. In the last few months, many things happened..too many until I can't even remember them myself. Just a few weeks ago, news broke out saying that Tora suffered from spinal hernia that almost got him paralysed. As a result, alice nine's concert, which supposed to be held in the early january, was postponed to the late january. It was practically a shock to me..with the fear of him getting paralysed and alice nine disbanded..that would be too sudden. But fortunately, he's recovering and the concert goes on well. I'm happy for him as well as the other members of alice nine, his friends and family members. And one advice from me..don't try to be strong next time..sometimes, being cool..being TOO cool is not good thing after all.

About 3 more weeks to go before CNY ends. That's long..too long. This year, CNY came early and I wasn't well prepared for it. Not to mention I have not bought a pair of new shoes YET..my shoes are already worn out. Nevertheless, I have to admit that the steamboat yesterday was really delicious..yum yum. OHH~ that makes me miss kushinbo buffet :P~

As usual, I listen to my favourite rock songs, watch PVs, play maplestory, daydream, check out facebook, read alice nine's blog..sms friends (only sometimes) and eat when I have nothing to do. I'm planning to design a new blog template..very simple one..something that reflects what I'm thinking and dreaming about. And also to learn Japanese grammar..hopefully, I'm not too lazy ^_^" hehehe.

For your info and mine too, I'm attending a chalet from 12 to 13 Feb. Paid $20 for one night stay and some other activities. Not many people attending though..but I hope it's fun enough and not too boring. Currently, I have no idea what else I'll be doing after the chalet. A job? Should or should not? Of course! I pray that I can find one soon.

PS: 'Guren' by Gazette..nice PV..nice song..very touching. I just love how Ruki licked his microphone..hahaha~ ^_^

Holiday??

2007-12-17T15:11:00.000+08:00

Finally.. FINALLY! It's 2-weeks vacation time! YIPEE~! Time to get a rest and celebrate the end of FYP ^_^ But.. unfortunately.. there're still quizzes and exams coming up T_T I still need to complete my last formal report as well T_T Still a little tired at the moment (probably I slept too much) and always worries about anything, including theodore, alvin and simon..their movie is rather disappointing..not their fault..it's the DIRECTOR'S FAULT! Tim Hill, the head maker of Spongebob Squarepants, is someone I would really like to strangle..not going to stop thinking this way until he reflects on his work and makes a change. He has ruined the career of the three adorable and talented chipmunks and yet, still thinking of making $$ out of it. I'm gonna crushed him to pieces. Regardless of this, I still like alvin and the chipmunks, not the movie but the chipmunks only. Their songs are still the greatest hits ^_^ So, I have decided to pray for them every now and then, for a guardian angel (a good director/producer) to save them from this disaster. ALVIN! SIMON! THEODORE!! HANG ON! ANIMATORS!! PRAY HARD! I believe nothing is impossible ^_^

好累呀！

2007-12-05T20:19:00.000+08:00

我好羡慕‘至父亲母亲’里的美艳哦。她不但拥有写稿的天分，也有美丽的样貌。最重要的是她能烧出让人赞不绝口的佳肴。如果可以的话，我不介意当一位又温柔又进得了厨房的贤妻良母。嘿嘿。但也不能忘了我对摇滚音乐的passion。应该这样说 - 做个又rock又成熟又稳重又会烧菜的妻子。好好喔。看来我想太多了。

FYP presentation要到了。就是在下个星期三。好恐怖呀！看到今天present完的人有些感到欣慰，有些甚至还哭，让我感到很担心。尤其是mr lim, 他一定会shot我的。每次一直说我好像没做什么东西，气死人了。这和下个星期都有好多东西做..有formal report呀，presentation呀，tutorials，quiz，group assignment..好多哦。让人感到很疲倦..连听[终极一班]汪东城版的快歌都可以让我想睡*yawnz*。不能睡..我还要做ICP report的。Bo bian..只好喝喝绿茶忍一忍。

死

2007-11-09T10:18:00.000+08:00

I dreamt about death last night..it's scary. I dreamt that I'd died in a car accident and went back home as a spirit to have a last look at my family. The only difference is that my grandma was still alive in my dream and I had a boyfriend?? O_O Although it isn't the same, it's still freaky though. The thought of dying without accomplishing what you want to do..it's so heart-breaking.

Then, I was thinking why people work so hard to survive without even considering that they may not live that long. It's like you're spending 80% of your life, maybe more, tiring yourself out on loads of work, just wanting to earn some money, just wanting to survive on this world..but the next thing you know, you not here anymore. Even without you, this world will still evolve, people will still walk, birds will still fly, trees will still grow. What we'll be doing all the time is just trying to keep ourselves alive and keep this world going. When we die, who will regret? How are you going to regret about spending your whole life chionging but not doing the things you want to do? You have already died.

I suppose it's time we should do something that's what we really want.

2007-11-08T00:50:00.000+08:00

Alice Nine 要出 album 了哦！... 就在 28/11 当天 ... Album 的名字叫作 'ALPHA' ^_^ 好期待呀！你知道吗，我今天竟然找到了 Danson Tang 的部落格，也找到了亚轮的 BLOG! 觉得自己太神奇了。平时都缺乏运气的我，没想到能在随意 surf 网络当中发现他们的部落格。今天的运气也真好。可是我今天白花了好几个小时的时间。本来打算睡个下午觉的我，你看，我竟然还在这里 update blog。哇赛！弄得自己现在多么累。Sian 呀！眼睛都要生出黑圆圈了。可是不管怎么样都要做好点事情 ... 那就是 update blog lor! 好久没 update 了。连自己都不知道有多久了。惨了 ... 又打哈欠了 ... 已经是第几次了har? 我看我还是赶快去睡觉好了。就在此 end 吧。

I'm tired..

2007-11-05T01:42:00.000+08:00

I'm tired..but I still force myself to update this blog after reading the english translation of Alice Nine's blog. It's inspiring. At the moment, it is thundering outside..scary.

It's frustrating during the elearning week when I have to rush through several assignments and a few reports. This isn't what I want but I have no turning back now. All I can do is to walk on. Regret? No, I don't regret..but I'm disappointed...disappointed that things are just getting no where. I hope that each day can have more than 24 hours..at least long enough for me to get through everything without much stress. It's not possible right? I knew it!

I want to run..I want to scream..I want to fly as well..I want to become a happy person. I HATE control. But I knew..it's useless to daydream. The truth tends to appear ugly. Be realistic? HOW?

gone..GONE!

2007-10-25T17:07:00.000+08:00

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Preparing structures
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Remove Invalid Startup Items
Deleted Registry : HKLM\SOFTWARE\Microsoft\Windows\CurrentVersion\Run
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Closing System Restore Point
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(^_^)V YAY!

(T__T) meeting sux!

2007-10-21T17:27:00.000+08:00

At the moment.. I'm exhausted just like the others.. and hungry as well. Still haven't eaten lunch.. even though it's close to dinner time.

I hate csw I hate csw I hate csw I hate csw I hate csw I hate csw

Although I didn't do much, cracking my brain is also tiring.

又是另个作品！

2007-10-20T22:10:00.000+08:00

我在此呈献我的第二个作品 'I Pray, Whitely'。

名字当然是根据 WHITE PRAYER 的 lor! 哇~ Shou 在 WHITE PRAYER 里面好帅哟！

I need to chiong man

2007-10-18T20:16:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. E-N-G-L-I-S-H .. a week ago, I realised that using english to update my blog is making my posts sound too serious .. so, I decided to use chinese. And I'm glad it works. But, I'm worried about those who can't read chinese or are not chinese themselves. Haiz.. For the moment, I can't make up my mind whether to use english or chinese to update my blog. I guess..I just have to post in english sometimes and in chinese at other times. Hope it wouldn't wreck my blog.

Today, I shall chiong! Must get a cup of coffee ready for the battle. But for now, I just have to worry about my dinner which I haven't finished since 7 pm. It's terrible. Rice..too hard..too much veg..too little egg tofu..really terrible..and horrifying. I wish I could have good food again .. at the moment, I'm broke.

Alice Nine ^_^ watched their latest PVs 'Tsubasa' and 'Ruri no Ame'.. I swear to you that they are fantastic, especially the later. I always like mysterious girl in kimono just like the one in Kagrra's 'Utakata' and I'm glad that someone like her appears in 'Ruri no Ame' PV.

海报

2007-10-13T16:03:00.000+08:00

Currently，我房间贴着这两幅海报 =^_^=

不知不觉的，我开始对飞轮海的物品特别有兴趣。甚至去注意跟他们有关的新闻。别误会..不是因为我三分钟笑几百..改去追飞轮海..不要我亲爱的AliceNine了（怎么可能呢..我是不会抛弃AliceNine的啦。）只是因为我最近在看终极一家的关系..很佩服戏中大东演的夏天和鬼龙..觉得他们太有性格了！！..都跟我一样梦想成为个杰出的吉他手..hahaha！ *吓* 我好像说过这句话了耶..paiseh..paiseh。总之，我超爱摇滚就是了。

2007-10-10T23:35:00.000+08:00

再多的daydream似乎没用。我还是stuck在这里。真希望有一天我能够发觉我特别的一面。Current obsession ~ 唱歌，FIR，飞轮海，东城卫，a chord，终极一家，够爱，第十行星...幻想。现在有点累。And yet，我还没做我的assignments。惨了。

2007-10-10T22:36:00.000+08:00

不知道为什么今天有种要死的感觉。妈呀！今早被姐骂到我一肚子气。害得我几乎没心情听课。说我乱丢她的stuffs。这..这我也懂啦。那你要我做什么才能让你消气呢？我也只能说声道歉。这样..应该可以了吧？又不是故意的。我也不知道那是你贴上去的。谁懂你是那种会贴那种无聊东东的人..又不见你有做运动。我还以为是妈妈贴上去的..hehe..因为只有妈妈才会做那么无聊的事吧。 LMAO! 凡则，东东也贴回去了。继续吵也没有用。如果她能了解就好了。我看是不可能的吧。 No use。

[我好希望有个人能够了解我在想什么。那么一来，我就不再感到孤单了。]

For now，就让寒陪伴我吧。

2007-10-04T23:20:00.000+08:00

Not enough time for rest these few days. Struggling with final year project, keeping up with the lectures, revising, doing homeworks, completing practical datasheets, worrying about formal reports, listening to mum's nagging, getting bothered by the current burma issue, reading on news articles that annoy me, checking emails dot dot dot. Gosh..I'm exhausted.

Currently, I'm having problem with ICP and AOCHEM. It's disastrous. But bo bian..I have to depend on myself..haiz..

(T_T) I'm stuck at 終極一家 Ep 32

LMAO o(>_<)o SO CUTEEE!!!

2007-10-01T09:14:00.000+08:00

Dear delightful darlings,

Sorry to inform you that my CP4086 lecture on Monday (9-10am) will be cancelled. I will make up class another time. Pls pass the word around just in case some of your module mates are IT phobia.

Have a good weekend.

ME: In the end, I still turn up in school at 9am. Ma~ (-___-)~~

Feeling quite accomplished

2007-09-30T22:49:00.000+08:00

Let's ROCK!!! Today, I spent the whole day doing unnecessary things :P Still haven't slept even though I have classes tmr.
Ma~ -_-zZ I'm so tired le. Think I shall end here..hehe run |_-'')hide

Realistic..Daydreaming

2007-09-28T08:26:00.000+08:00

When can I meet their standards??

Now, I wish I can turn into a 帅 guy and play rock music on my electric guitar all day. 脩 shall be my mentor. I will be a person with 异能, possessing the power of '电' & '火'. Only a miracle can make this comes true. All I just wish is to play great rock music like 脩 and other extraordinary electric guitarists.

Being realistic is something hard to do at the moment cos I don't believe that I can't do what I want. No one gonna stand in my way..heard it? I have dreams..realli BIG DREAMS.

For now, I think I better focus on my fyp. Deadline: 26 Nov 07 (if I'm not wrong)

Start of Yr 3 Sem 2

2007-09-24T14:41:00.000+08:00

Today is the 1st day of Yr 3 Sem 2. And guess what, I got stuck in a terrible traffic jam in the morning when I was on my way to school on a bus. Eventually, I was late..very late. Yes..how unlucky I am.

Although it's just the first week, all lecturers seem to have planned to start the lecture right away. It is demoralising since we haven't really woke up from holiday cum fyp mood. But we don't have a choice..do we? During the first lecture, I couldn't seem to get the lecturer's words into my mind. All I could hear was buzz..buzz.. buzz..irritating.

Sometimes, it's rather sad to see 'political' issues and internal conflicts happening around us, even in class. One word..silly. It seems that they are not resolved yet. One question..how long do you want drag it?..it's already the last semester. Maybe, no one even care about it.

What I Think About 他

2007-09-22T23:14:00.000+08:00

Due to my admiration for 夏天, 鬼龍, 东城卫 & 寒 in 终极一家, I bought this magazine at kino without further consideration.

Personally, I don't really like Fahrenheit as a whole. But I like Jiro Wang. He got the characters which I think are rather unique. And also..hehe..he's into rock music..especially jap one ^_^V I read his blog and I think it's great! Inspiring and motivating as well sometimes. Learning about his long and tough journey before he got successful in the entertainment industry makes me want to kowtow to him. It always good to have dreams. Stated in the magazine, he mentioned in an interview that it's rather lonely to walk the path of a rocker. NO WAY! Don't forget about ur band members, boy. You are never lonely. As for relationship, no worry. You will find the right gal one day..hehe..just like some of the members in 五月天. When you found the right one, don't worry about silly rumours. Go all the way and create your own romance story. I will always be there supporting you secretly. Who knows..if ur gf meets my standards, I will start daydreaming abt both of you..coming up with a story of mine..hohoho.

Currently daydreaming abt a rocker who possesses similar power as that of 夏天:
A boy, who had the ability to sense supernatural phenomenons, was somewhat forced to be a medium since 6-year-old. One day, he was called to negotiate with 3 evil spirits residing in an abandoned house, never knowing that those so-called evil spirits weren't ordinary. They were actually demons with almost undefeatable powers. While carrying his work, he realised that he was able to understand demon's language and discovered the identities of the demons. When the demons knew that he could be a potential conquerer of the human world, two of them transferred their energies into his body and sacrificed their existence. The energies in his body were then converted into a demonic nemesis, the other side of him. To suppress this powerful and demonic nemesis of his, he had a charm drawn on his hand and retouched every year until he had learnt to control the nemesis. 4 years after the incident, he developed a passion for rock music and started playing the electric guitar. Gradually, his nemesis turned into a rocker just like him. For many years, with the help from his elder sis, he hid his nemesis from others, including his band members. Regardless of how much he trained, he would always fail to control his nemesis. The only solution to his problem was a worthy opponent. Having to hide his nemesis, he became much of an introvert. But that's not what he wanted. He had tried to strengthen his relationship with his band members and still got outcasted by his band members in the end. In order to make him felt better, his elder sis signed him up for an actor role in a yet-to-be-filmed drama series, a continuation of 终极一家. Guess what, he got in. Little did he know that an adventure was waiting down the road.

2007-09-20T10:45:00.000+08:00

I'm touched by 夏天 in 终极一家. His perseverance, his passion in music greatly inspires me. When I watched the first part of the show, it was like seeing the other side of me in Jiro's character. It's familiar.

I desire to get an electric guitar one day and play it like I never dreamt before. Swift..and captivating. Regardless of how those around teased me and said I'm only just dreaming, always dreaming, I tell myself that I will get my hand on that instrument one day. But sometimes, I feel so helpless. I fell and got up many times. Each time, I thought I had got stronger. However, no..I'm just deceiving myself..always.

I don't want to be an ordinary person..just an ordinary person. I know I don't have the look, the figure, but I want to be stronger. I want to cry out..HEY! I MAY LOOK AVERAGE OR THE GIRL NEXT DOOR..BUT I GOT DREAMS..REALLY BIG DREAMS! I wish I'm free to do whatever I want to. To play guitar..to wear rock..to tell everyone..LOOK HERE..I'M A ROCK GIRL! I tried putting on eyeliner yesterday but it kinda failed? I don't want to be a 淑女. But my features T_T I'm soo not confident of myself.

ELECTRIC GUITAR, MY DREAM

Typhoon in Tokyo O_O

2007-09-07T16:52:00.000+08:00

Oh man..to think typhoon struck Tokyo early in the morning today before sunrise. Unfortunately, a 76-yr-old man was killed in the natural disaster and 50 others were injured.

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20070907/tap-japan-weather-typhoon-d1078a1.html

7 September..4 days before 9-11.

Glorious Food + Tama = Crazy

2007-09-05T14:38:00.000+08:00

Kushin Bo is delicious..yumyum :P~ Yesterday, I went to Kushin Bo at Suntec City for the first time. And guess what, for those who loves Japanese delicacies, this could be the best buffet you have ever been to in Singapore. Mini paper bowl steamboat, teppanyaki, tempura, sushi, matcha ice-cream and finally, sinful sweet bites. The desserts and the teppanyaki are the best so far. For teppanyaki, you should try the beef. They are chewy and cooked to the right flavour. Ma~ I’m salivating *quickly wipe away of my saliva* The lunch buffet that takes place between 11.30 am – 3 pm every weekday costs me around $29. Considered cheap given its satisfactory variety of Japanese delicacies, good culinary skills and fresh seafood. I think it’s worth the money $$.

After buffet dining at Kushin Bo, my friend and I went window-shopping in Suntec City. To my surprise, I saw a fair on Tamagotchi. It sort of reminded me of NAO. But I didn’t manage to find NAO’s Tamagotchi. Sadly, one normal Tamagotchi costs around $24. That’s ex..for me. When we patronised the fair, there was a kiddish show going on and one of the Tamagotchi friends made an appearance. Tama-san or chan is cute but I know it’s not real.

I’m in need of $$. If you have it, please transfer to my bank acc. My acc no. is XXX – XXXXX – X . Thx for your donation. It will be appreciated.

To be continued...

REVIEW

2007-09-02T17:28:00.000+08:00

You MUSTTT watch KORN EVOLUTION MV. It basically talks about how humans 做贱 themselves. Guess what! Bush is starring in it as well..hehe

P.S: EVOLUTION OF HUMANS STARTS..NOW!

Clueless

2007-08-28T15:25:00.000+08:00

I was watching Kids Central earlier on today and I saw BLUE from Blue's Clue. I didn't know he could talk until now. All along, I thought he just go 'woof woof' -_-" He's a dog anyway.

I'm going out later on to buy some things and 顺便 go work. Since I'm going to spend my time doing such boring tasks, today shall be another boring day as well. Shitty.. I'm still struggling with my FYP which I'm sick of. I really wish I can get over it as soon as possible but the deadline seems unreachable. This is what you will feel when you got an idiotic project coordinator. Tomorrow, I'll be going back to school for FYP. Thinking about, I get a little stressed. Probably, it's because I'm kinda clueless about what I'm doing. I tried real hard previously but now, I'm just too lazy to do anything about it. Till now, I'm still thinking..what the hell I'm doing here..what do I really really want to accomplish. I totally have no idea. Juggling with life and dreams..breaking through..waking up..how shall it continues?

Dengue...

2007-08-27T10:15:00.000+08:00

Gosh..I'm living in a danger zone. Only a few minutes ago, a NEA person approached my house and informed me about the dengue cases happening in my area. It's terrible for one like me who always got bitten by mosquitos. Hmm..did I tell him that my house is infested with ants as well?

Final Decision

2007-08-24T11:55:00.000+08:00

GO! Haha..

Go or Not Go?

2007-08-24T11:23:00.000+08:00

Ma~ For the class gathering today, we will be eating at Seoul Garden Orchard. Plus GST 7% DAMN EX MAN! How am I going to survive? If I go but don't eat can? Haix..still considering.

How long have I not been updating?

2007-08-23T12:21:00.000+08:00

Weeks? Months? Well, I was rushing thru my aia formal report a few weeks ago and recently, I just completed my exams. So, practically, I did not have much time to update my blog. But now, I do have. 4 weeks of holidays before the start of next semester and it's the time for me to do the things I have always wanted to do. By the way, I have bought Nina Ricci Eau de Toilette.

On the coming 24 August, I have a class gathering at seoul garden. Wonder what my classmates have planned to do after the buffet lunch. Most probably movie or k-box. Haix~ But never mind. Gonna eat as much as I can during the buffet..since I lost my appetite in the examination period..now I'm skinner than before..gosh~ worse than a skeleton. Anyway, I ate crayfish ramen yesterday at Ajisen..it was damn filling..with lotsa noodles. I also ate soft shell crabs..and they were really tasty :P= To think about it, Ajisen seems to have become one of my favourite hangouts..LOL. At the moment, my stomach is growling. I think I better go eat my lunch. Gastric pain is not something you can care less.

I'm proud to be an asian!

2007-08-01T18:24:00.000+08:00

My first wallpaper..and what's more, it's KAGRRA~! ^_^ Currently watching Tyra's Show talking about people being racist against asian in U.S.

www.margaretcho.com/blog/blog.htm

Well..there are exceptions :D No matter what, being yellow is not a bad thing.

Falling sick

2007-07-30T15:13:00.000+08:00

I think I have killed many brain cells last week as my brain can't seem to work as good as before. Stammered and mental block occasionally during my role play earlier on and I'm extremely disappointed of myself about it. The most unfortunate thing is that I forgot to bring my beloved file along..think I've left it at home. Because of this, I am unable to submit my mc today. Gosh~ What have happened to me?

When will it End?

2007-07-30T11:25:00.000+08:00

Many undone..I have too many things yet to complete. Tests..report..exam preparation..photoshop..blog updating..mc submission..school fee payment..all these should be done in the next two weeks and yet, I'm doing it slowly..too slowly. Whenever I looked at other people living in this world, I felt so lost. I had no idea why I'm here, who am I, where is this place and how I am going to walk on. Very different from others..basically a weirdo..I start to ponder what I'm lacking. Too many..too many things lacking.

Updated by a girl who's mentally torturing herself

Shou's Birthday

2007-07-05T09:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHOUUUUUU!!!!!! o(>_<)o
hmmm....I wonder how old he is now...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAGA!!!! o(>_<)o

2007-06-24T19:08:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Sagaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! @_@~

Waraku & TCC

2007-06-22T14:38:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, my friend and I went to Marina Sq's 'Waraku' to try some Jap delicacies. And I got this...

Unfortunately, I have forgotten the name of the dish -_-" but it's easy to find it in the menu. It's in the Set Lunch section..the first one shown. It doesn't come by itself for there's a bowl of udon/soba included. So, it should be quite filling.

After Waraku and shopping at Marina Sq for some times, we proceeded to TCC at Citylink. My friend recommended me Toasted Hazelnut Latte while he got himself a glass of Minty Ice Coffee [not sure of it's exact name]. He said THL has an appealing appearance..so I ordered it..for the sake of getting a picture of it ^_^

And TaDa..

This is what it looks like before mixing. Cool right..you can see the different layers.

Hah~! *_* I wish I can go back to Waraku and TCC some day.

Saga's birthday coming!? O_O

2007-06-16T18:55:00.000+08:00

8 more days to 24 June o(^_^)o

PS: pardon this short post -_-"

Japanese curry...yumyum :P~

2007-06-09T15:14:00.000+08:00

Lately, I began to have a liking for Japanese curry...sweet and a little spicy...yummy~ Now I'm beginning to feel nausea...withdrawal symptom!? :X where's my curry T_T

addicted to Japanese curry -_-"

S.K.I.N.

2007-06-08T14:18:00.000+08:00

If I'm not wrong, yoshiki from former x-japan, gackt from former malice mizer, sugizo from former luna sea and miyavi from PS COMPANY!! are forming a 4-membered band called S.K.I.N, miyavi as the guitarist. According to Gackt's official website 'DEARS', the new band will be holding a live event at the Anime Expo in Japan on the coming 29 June. COOL~ O_O

CRASH! INFO: Gackt's NEW SINGLE 'RETURNER' will be released on the coming 20 June, 9 days before the live event of S.K.I.N.

6/6 !!!

2007-06-06T00:00:00.000+08:00

Congrats to Alice Nine who finally releases their latest single 'WHITE PRAYER' today ^_^ Gampatei ne! Keep it up, GUYS!

Shou, an attempt

2007-05-19T11:53:00.000+08:00

Taken from ameblo.jp/alice-syou/

Shou wrote (17 May 2007):

Hello,Everyone in the foreign countries.

Will be the Jrock Revolution event soon.

I'm been tense since now because it is a live show in the first time place.

However, I do my best because it is encouraged by the fan mail which it always has, and the letter from all.

I appreciate the people who are always supported.

Because I depends on a translation machine, forgive a misspelling.

See you.

Me: Shou is damn cute man! Good attempt at writing in English.

Translation machine -_-" I forgive you..

Latest INFO! is it?

2007-05-19T11:47:00.000+08:00

On the coming 6th June, Arisu 9 will be releasing their new single titled 'WHITE PRAYER' just as I expected. There will be 2 versions of the single, namely 'Type-A' and 'Type-B'.

Type-A
1. WHITE PRAYER
2. STRAY CAT
DVD. WHITE PRAYER PV

Type-B
1. WHITE PRAYER
2. STRAY CAT
3. THE LAST EMPIRE

To add on, Arisu 9 'DIVE INTO THE SUN' Photograph Collection Album No.1 is also released. It seems that the Photograph Collection Album comes along with an audio CD of their another song called '月光浴'.
For more info, pls refer to www.pscompany.co.jp/alicenine & web.pscompany.co.jp/alicenine/photobook.html (^_^)

And yah...
it seems that new indie bands are coming up in pscompany.
For more info, pls refer to www.indie-psc.com (^_^)

And yah yah...
Linkin Park has just released their latest single 'What I've Done - Minutes to Midnight' TODAY !!! o(>_<)o I have posted up 'What I've Done' MV and lyrics in this bloggy..on the right side. (^3^) Hope you enjoy!

Arigatou for your patience in reading this post 0(^_^)o[THANK U]

Bad experience

2007-05-19T11:09:00.000+08:00

Went to DXO yesterday and it wasn't really a good experience. Lost my tag and had to pay $10 to get back my belongings. It may be a small amount for some people, but for me, it can last me for 2 days' lunches and snacks (T_T) What a heartache.. I tried to comfort myself by thinking positively, but I just couldn't stop recalling what I'd seen there. DXO staffs standing around like security guards (when there were already a number of macho guys taking care of the area), and no one dancing (which I wonder why). Seemed to be restricted to the ground floor when there are actually two storeys (cos I saw no one walking up the stairs..are there stairs?) Only one good-looking guy at the free drink area caught my eyes. Other than that, it's just bad experience (that explains why I didn't take any picture..who got the mood). Haix.. Unlucky day? I suppose.

When the DJ was playing Linkin Park's 'In The End' while I was searching for my tag amidst the darkness, it's really the end. I wonder how I can get back my $10...

Forget me NOT

2007-04-20T15:39:00.000+08:00

These few days, especially today, I have been extremely forgetful. I even forget whether I got my hair shampooed when I was showering just now. Earlier on, at WestMall, I left my beloved strawberry shortcake file in the comics shop without realising it. This is result of me remembering one thing and forgetting the other. I remembered that I wanted to check out the maplestory @cash cards and totally have no memory of me leaving my file at one corner. Only after I walked about in the shop for sometimes and stepped outside the shop, then I realised that my file was missing. I wonder what's wrong with me..brain washed?..brain damaged?..too much daydreaming?..nono..not the music's fault..even without wearing my earphones and listening to music, I still have a poor memory..a really poor one. What's wrong with me anyway? Must be too much daydreaming. I thought I have cut down on that.

Time to include fish back into my diet and indulge myself in rosemary oil therapy...anyone?

What a shopping RUSH!

2007-04-16T18:09:00.000+08:00

During the last 3 days, I went to Central at CQ and subsequently, Meidi-Ya at Liang Court TWICE...gosh. This was on Friday and Sunday. Fortunately, I did go to other places. Besides going to those 2 places, I went to Brewerkz at CQ and Vivo City.

BREWERKZ
30 Merchant Road
#01-05 Riverside Point

It's a sort of Pub but not really a Pub. It's a sort of Restaurant but not really a Restaurant. In short, it's a Restaurant & Microbrewery!

When I went to Meidi-Ya on Friday, I bought a can of KAGOME Tomato Juice that costs me 3 DOLLARS. As compared to the can of SANGARIA Tomato Juice I bought in a Japanese convenience store named 'Daiso' at Vivo City, KAGOME is much expensive. SANGARIA only costs me 1 dollar :D Maybe it's the brand, maybe it's the store..dunno.

Black Friday

2007-04-13T01:19:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is Friday, the thirteen. I wonder how bad or black can it be...but I'm still going out after work tomorrow..wish me luck. Maybe, I get to see sunako somewhere, holding a skull head and floating by with four bright creatures. Do they go clubbing?

Have you seen my SHOXX?

2007-04-11T20:24:00.000+08:00

SHOXX ! SHOXX ! SHOXX ! Finally, I've bought it ^_^

I hugged it alllll the way from kino back home.

just an expression..how can I possible hug it alllll the way..I will end up crushing it cos I'm hugging too tight..never

Have you seen this car?

2007-04-08T21:04:00.000+08:00

Have you seen this type of car at Meritus Mandarin Hotel at Orchard Rd? There're two, no, three, FOUR, FIVE..I really have no idea how many there are. But there's one thing I definitely know, that is the car is DAMN expensive. The buyer must be DAMN rich.

LOOK

2007-04-01T15:02:00.000+08:00

LOOK A La Mode (the one that Nao ate long time ago) - bought at 'More Than Words'

LOOK Cafe A La Mode (Nao should eat this) - bought at 'Uncle Tibits'

中游記

2007-04-01T13:49:00.000+08:00

My journey to the CENTRAL at Clarke Quay was quite fulfilling. My dad and I got to see quite alot of shops that we hadn't seen before. And the most unforgettable ones are 'Nippon-ya' and a shop that sells Japanese style crockery, decoration, accessories and kimonos (paiseh..didn't take note of the shop name cos in a rush which I don't know why). I spent almost 5 dollars on a drink named 'Double Chocolate Iced Mocha' (if I still remember the name cos I have a terrible short-term memory) at a mini eatery called 'Fullhouse - 满屋' at Basement 1. So that's the picture I took after I was about to finish the whole drink. Just couldn't resist taking the first sip..and the second..and the third. Although it doesn't look appealing enough when I bought it, it still tastes nice.

After that, we proceeded to the nearby Meidi-ya at Liang Court to have the second look around. We saw many Japanese-imported grocery and stuffs but they are just too expensive for my family to afford. However, I couldn't stand my temptation for anything that comes from Japan. So, I bought a packet of 'Calpis' sweets and got to taste the Calpis water flavour (Calpis Water! The one that Hiroto drunk long time ago). Hmm..it tastes alright..sweet and slightly sour.

Well, Meidi-ya wasn't the last stop. Without knowing it, we walked all the way to Esplanade waterfront at City Hall. It was drizzling but it's alright. My dad who had no idea that the jetty near the waterfront was out of service went there and was disappointed. That's sad.

I had also taken a picture of the place where the future Integrated Resort cum Casino will be located. The construction is still in progress. I wonder how it will look like.

So, that's the end of my journey to the CENTRAL. Please stay tune to this page for more exciting moments ^_^

Do you know that?

2007-03-26T22:30:00.000+08:00

Extracted from the English translation of one of Shou's latest blog update done by tears_of_soleil in http://community.livejournal.com/alice9_diaries/328751.html :

SHOU:
" Also, I think that those of you who already bought JEWELS know already, but on June 6th, we'll be releasing a song called "WHITE PRAYER".
Since it was originally supposed to come out along with JEWELS, as far as I was concerned, it was like "the song I want to sing for everyone = JEWELS", "the song I want to sing for myself = WHITE PRAYER", it could have been a great pair, I think they match together.

If I want to make everyone happy, basically I have to let my ego aside, so I'm constantly asking myself "I wonder if they'll like such and such song" while I'm making them.
Even if I don't particularly believe that it's wrong to do this, it's hard to demonstrate your individuality with this technique.
Because of this dilemna, I think that even a trivial decision can become difficult.

Mah, in a nutshell, my thoughts are all mixed up, but right now we're pursuing the things we think are genuinely cool like the three songs included in "WHITE PRAYER"'s coupling.
Of course, I still think that the songs we've made up until now are the greatest, but (laugh) it might be impetuous.

Anyway, during this tour, please welcome the three new songs we'll be bothering you with (laugh) There'll be:

"WHITE PRAYER"
"STRAY CAT"
"THE LAST EMPIRE"

THE LAST EMPIRE is the Saitama one (laugh)
For now, "STRAY CAT" is the song that'll put a smile on everyone's face, the song of an old cat who hasn't died yet. With such feeling of wanting to laugh and be in high spirits with everyone, "THE LAST EMPIRE" has a "Mosh pit! Raise your fists! Let's stop the world!" sort of feeling. (like such) "

ME: It seems that there are three more new songs coming up..and the titles sound..myssterrious..cool~ I can't wait to hear them.

SHOXX Magazine Vol. 171 - ALICE ON THE COVERRR~!!!

2007-03-26T22:04:00.000+08:00

SHOXX Magazine Vol. 171 with Alice Nine on the cover...is it released yet?

(T_T)

Hope I didn't miss it again. I SWEAR I'm going to buy it..I MUST HAVE IT!

o(>_<)o

For more info, please refer to SHOXX Official Webpage

Japan drink vending machine here?

2007-03-23T02:11:00.000+08:00

Went to Plaza Singapura after work today and discovered a drink vending machine that looks like the kind you will find in Japan..even the instructions printed on its front is still in Japanese..cool. Since such thing is rarely seen around in Singapore, I bought a can of Pokka aromax espresso that costs $1.50.

And it's HOT..yes, it is indeed hot. It's under the 'Hot Drink' section..so..when I take it from the vending machine, it is HOT..but not so hot -_-" Just like those sold in Japan..how cool can it be. When you're at PS one day, go to the area where the direct entrance to Dhoby Ghaut MRT station from PS is. You will find it there.

Jewels RELEASED!!!

2007-03-23T01:22:00.000+08:00

Yup. 'Jewels' Single was released two days ago on 21st March 2007..and I have downloaded the 3 new songs namely 'Jewels', 'Rosario' and '13'. Mesmerised by 'Jewels'..dance to 'Rosario'..rock it on with '13'. It's brillant :D Just wonderful.

Not a professional icon maker myself, I manage to make 2 icons..one of shou in 'Jewels' PV and the other of the single cover showing a diamond. Feel accomplished after making them using photoshop which I'm not a pro in and quite satisfied with the result. Hopefully, I'm comparable with other icon makers..but of course not as comparable..I'm still a novice.

Please credit if you want to take them. I admit I'm a poor icon maker..but is willing to improve on my skill..comments are definitely appreciated.

I can't wait (>_<)

2007-03-19T21:15:00.000+08:00

2 more days to go... o~(*_*)~o I can't wait.

Chant: "Give me Jewels..I want Jewels..Give me Jewels..I want Jewels..."

2007-03-10T14:13:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, 7.40 am, outside my work place...

The sun will set, the shadows will vanish, but don't worry, for the sun will start rising tomorrow. Can you see the sun rising now?

HANA!

2007-03-10T13:16:00.000+08:00

The green thingy placed outside my house finally bloom for the first time.

And yah..in the market earlier on, I discovered shrunkened potatoes. I have never seen them before..so, I find them fascinating. Should have bought some and draw faces on them.

Has anyone gone to "Central", the newly opened shopping mall at Clarke Quay? I heard there're a lot of shops you won't find at any other place. I might be going there today :D I will be typing my review on it soon.

We were @ the Chingay Parade!

2007-02-25T14:01:00.000+08:00

Yesterday in the evening, together with my parents and a friend, we went to Orchard to witness the Chingay Parade.

It's a once-a-year extravaganza where we could see several countries showcasing their unique culture through dances and performances. Very interesting indeed. Colourful costumes, beautifully-designed flower cars (Hua Ce) and unexpected performances (some are shocking ones) are the unforgettable sights.

Although we were seated rather far away from the performing area and couldn't watch the actual performances as a result, I am still glad that I was able to feel the atmosphere of the extravaganza at the performing place itself.

Latest Discovery

2007-02-23T15:09:00.000+08:00

Ayumi Hamasaki is going to release her latest album with two versions namely "BEST 2 -BLACK-" & "BEST 2 -WHITE-" on the coming 28 February. The album includes her newest song called "part of Me". For more information, please refer to Ayumi Hamasaki Official Website .

BEST 2 -BLACK-

BEST 2 -WHITE-

As for Alice Nine, they are going to release their next maxi single "Jewels" on 21 March this year. For more information, please refer to Alice Nine Official Website .

TRIP to Movie-watching @ Marina Sq

2007-02-22T12:29:00.000+08:00

I went out yesterday to watch 'Ghostrider' at Marina Square Golden Village, accompanied by a friend. The movie..is of course indeed a thriller..but there isn't any struggle between the Ghostrider and the bad guy..we both agree on this. After the movie, we proceed to Esplanade for a walk about..and I took this photo with my handphone cam..it's in the evening time.

Unfortunately, I sprained my ankle..in the restroom of Marina Sq..and have to say goodbye to window shopping for the next few days. Ouch! It still hurts (T_T) Hope it recovers before my first day of internship. Bless me.

Wonder if I should mention the sisi guy we saw at Citylink..whom we started making fun about..the way he walked -> the upright posture..the legs which he didn't lift up high enough..the sumairu gothic lolita paper bag he's carrying O_O Think I'm saying too much :X

ShiZUKU!

2007-02-16T13:14:00.000+08:00

Yipeeeeeeeee~! The awaiting "Shizuku" Album was finally released two days ago on Valentine Day. It is the first album this year after the release of the "Utakata" Single on 22nd November last year. Keep it up! Kagrra, o(^_^)o

A Zoological Experience

2007-02-13T22:05:00.000+08:00

From around 10am to 6.30pm today, I spent almost the whole day inside the animal paradise of Singapore Zoological Garden. It was a 'wonder-ful' experience, having to watch the baboons enclosed behind the glass panels and getting disgusted by their O_O WOW~ ass. Some are even deformed..gosh~ Thankfully, I managed to survive the obscenes without throwing up..I think I lost my appetite. Despite all that, we got to see other fascinating and cute wild animals like white tigers and giraffes, farm animals like miniature horses and hinny (baby of a male horse and a female donkey), reptiles like crocodiles and komodo dragons, and marine mammals like hippos and manatees..it's totally cool. You should have seen how gigantic the croc is..it's shocking. And also the breezy scenery of the sea behind the zoo, it makes you feel like flying over the water surface. Those are unforgettable..unfortunately, I was unable to use my handphone camera halfway through..otherwise, I would have taken pictures of them. At the end of the day, we were entirely worn out. But, I still have to say that I enjoy the day very much. How long has it been since the day I last stepped into the zoo? It has been so long that I can't remember.

WELCOME!

2007-02-12T18:25:00.000+08:00

Woohoo! It's a brand new blog of mine *.-o(^_^)o-.* There's more to come..so, stay tune :D

Time to enjoy myself before it's over..it's fast..very fast - Speed: 3 x 10^8 m/s

2007-02-11T12:54:00.000+08:00

Finally..finally exam is over. And while I'm waiting for the day, Chinese New Year is approaching..fast. 9 more days..just 9 more days..and then 8 more days..just 8 more days. In a blink of an eye, time will just pass like that and my so-called vacation will be over with a snap of the finger. Life will get busier and gradually become a headache. It's just too much..it's always too much.

I went to meet my LO today at around 11.15 in the morning..nothing but preaching and more preaching..nevertheless, I still have to stay awake and much more attentive than before (well..I have never been attentive before..have I?). Every letter, every word, every phrase and every sentence of what he said is extremely crucial.

And guess what, I got back my lost matriculation card..how lucky can I get. With my matriculation card back, I was able to redeem my $10 voucher (O_O) (>_<) (>o<)ahH~! It's damn cool!

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